Encountering the toughest challenges of military training: insights from a seasoned soldier

Growing up as an average school kid, I had minimal exposure to organized athletic activities outside of gym class. My training during the military was primarily physical in nature, but the psychological challenges I faced, especially dealing with arrogant individuals, tested my resolve to the limit. This article delves into my experiences, particularly focusing on the Special Forces training and basic combat training, where I faced numerous challenges that shaped my journey as a soldier.

Tough Physical and Psychological Training

The rigorous physical training was taxing, but it was the arrogance and lack of respect displayed by certain individuals during basic training that truly tested my patience. The hazing rituals, though a part of tradition, were no less challenging as I had to maintain my composure. I recall wanting to emulate Audie Murphy, a decorated World War II hero, and disavow the comedic approach of Eddie Murphy. Over time, I learned to channel my frustrations rather than reacting personally to criticism from drill sergeants.

Special Forces Training and the FTX

In the U.S. Air Force Basic Training at Lackland Air Force Base in San Antonio, Texas, issued boots were poorly fitted and caused significant discomfort. My solution was to stuff rags into them, which worked well. During my training as a Special Forces Communicator (MOS 05B, currently 18E), the challenges were even more pronounced. The extreme cold and snowy weather, combined with the heavy burden of radio equipment, presented substantial obstacles. The FTX (Field Training Exercise) required constant communication, despite the harsh conditions and the need to repeatedly disassemble and reassemble our equipment during long marches.

Multiple Drill Instructors and the Struggles with Training

The most significant challenge I faced was the changing staff of drill instructors (DIs) throughout my training. I was stationed at Fort Leonard Wood, where I underwent U.S. Army Basic Combat Training (BCT) in May 1986. At 29 years old and a family man, I was shipping out for Basic Combat Training, one day after celebrating my fifth wedding anniversary. The initial days were demanding with intense physical training, relentless yelling, and constant classroom instruction. This was a grueling phase known as 'Total Control', where DIs were present at all times.

After a few days, a new batch of DIs from the Oklahoma National Guard arrived, and the training intensity increased exponentially. We found ourselves learning things all over again. Similarly, a week later, the regular Army DIs returned, but they seemed disappointed with our progress. The challenges continued when a new group of Oklahoma National Guard DIs rejoined the training. By this point, we had gained some proficiency, but the lack of consistency in training methods led to frustration and disjointed learning.

By the seventh week of training, we formed a cohesive team, and the DIs began to ease up a bit. However, this did not last long as a new batch of Oklahoma National Guard DIs rolled in, wreaking havoc on our progress. The drill instructors gave commands that were either incorrect or nonsensical, pushing us to the brink of despair. Despite this, we managed to perform well during the End of Cycle test, achieving first place in our company.

Reflections and Conclusion

My military career spanned over two decades, including 10 years in the Army Reserves and 11 years in the National Guard. I retired in 2016 after a fulfilling journey that taught me invaluable lessons. From the physical grueling exercises to the psychological challenges, every experience played a crucial role in shaping my character and prepared me for whatever challenges lay ahead.

Military training, especially Special Forces and BCT, can be incredibly demanding, but it is also a transformative experience. The resilience, discipline, and camaraderie developed during these times have lasting impacts on a soldier's life.